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Last night something sad happened.

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Charlotte and Iris and Emily

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may not be with us anymore

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but they're all together
with their mummy now.

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Was it depression?

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Or anxiety?

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A combination.

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- Come on. Don't be a prick, Kate!
- Come on. Come on, kids.

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I mean, it's Tom that matters.
He fricking adores you.

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Is that right?

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I don't want to.

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Just give it to her! Give it to her...

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[TYRES SCREECH]

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Kate!

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They're not answering!

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See here?

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They've all been injected
with something.

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And look at this.

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Pine needles in Emily's pyjamas,

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in her feet.

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What did she do?

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Yeah!

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We met on a bus.

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Uh, number 19.

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Pissing down with rain, I was in
a shitty mood, and there she was.

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Top deck, left-hand side.

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I saw her there every morning for...

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it must've been weeks,
before I talked to her.

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Sorry, uh... Am I...?

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Is this going back too far,
or is this...?

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You can tell us whatever you like.

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Whatever you think's relevant.

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I asked her out.

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We went to some real divey bar.

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You know sometimes
when you're with someone

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and you have to work at it
and it's awkward

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and you run out of things to say?

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We never ran out of things to say.

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It was easy with Kate.

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Tell us about the girls.

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They were beautiful.

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[HE BREATHES DEEPLY]

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[HE SNIFFS]

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She loved them.
Please don't think she didn't.

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She had issues,

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after Charlotte was born?

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I got her help.

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Counselling and anti-depressants.

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My mum moved in for a bit, so...

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as Charlotte got older, Kate got better.

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She was...

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Could you tell us about the car crash?

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She was only just over the limit.

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Yeah, but the thought of going to
court must've been weighing heavy.

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She knew it was only a fine.

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And a one-year ban.

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Yeah. It wasn't great, but it wasn't...

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Even on the day, she was good,
wasn't she?

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You wouldn't have known.

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We do bath time together, normally.

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Um, then read a story, or whatever.

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But it was late,
so Kate said we'd skip the bath

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and she'd put them to bed.

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So how long before you went upstairs?

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Ten minutes, maybe fifteen?

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I unloaded the dishwasher, locked up,

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switched out the lights...

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We can stop whenever you want, Tom.

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No, no.

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She'd closed their eyes.

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Tucked them up with their teddies
and everything.

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[HE SOBS]

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They were already dead.

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Did she say anything to you?

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And there was nothing that sparked it?

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An argument?

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I've been going over and over it,
I... but...

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there's nothing. There's just...

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There's nothing.

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You know, if you want to see
the girls, we can arrange that.

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No, I don't think I...

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Ruth, it's fine. You stay there.
Stay there.

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Has he said why?

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No, I don't... I don't think he knows.

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Sorry.

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[WATER RUNS]

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Did she say anything...

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at the end, Tom?

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I have to look my best for her, don't I?

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Yeah.

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According to the multitudes
of your tender mercies,

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blot out my transgressions.

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Wash me thoroughly from my iniquity

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and cleanse me from my sin,

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for I acknowledge my transgressions

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and my sin is ever before me.

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In sure and certain hope

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of the resurrection to eternal life

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through our Lord Jesus Christ,

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who will transform our frail bodies

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that they may be conformed
to His glorious body

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who died, was buried

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and rose again for us.

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To Him be glory forever.

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Amen.

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[SHE SOBS]

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[SOBBING CONTINUES]

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- Thank you.
- Goodbye.

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Thank you.

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Thank you.

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I'm just gonna talk to this lady.

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Aye.

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Hi.

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You okay?

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Not really.

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I'm, um, I'm Jess,
one of Kate's friends.

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I'm Sasha.

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Sasha.

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From teacher training?

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Uh, yeah, that's right.

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Yeah, she talked about you.

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Did she?

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Yeah, she'd have been glad you came.

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Thanks.

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Listen, did you, um...?

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Did you see she had it in her,

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to do something like this?

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No.

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Did you?

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[SOBBING]

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[HE MURMURS]: It's okay.
It's all right. I've got you.

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Puts on a good show, doesn't he?

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In you come. Come on, now. Here we go.

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It was nice to meet you.

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Yeah, you too.

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[CHURCH BELL CHIMES]

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[CHURCH BELL CHIMES]

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- [CHURCH BELL CHIMES]
- [INDISTINCT CHATTER]

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[CHATTER]

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Do they always come to funerals?

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Yeah. It's just protocol.

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Tom, I'm so sorry.

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You're such a baby.

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Elliot. Pack it in.

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What you meant to do?

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Oh, Christ.

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- Who's that with Sandra?
- Fuck knows.

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She really picks her moments, eh?

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Come on.

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I'm not sure it's possible

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to sum up three lives...

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Three beautiful, vibrant,

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smiley little lives.

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I didn't know how to do it.
I didn't know where to start so I...

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Um, I wrote a list, sorry.

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"Oh, dear."

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Those were Emily's first words.

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I think probably, um,
because we were trying

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so desperately not to
swear in front of her.

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And when you have a baby
for the first time,

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it gives you an awful lot
to swear about.

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[LAUGHTER]

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Iris...

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_

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knew all the words to
The Greatest Showman.

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And, after watching it for the
hundredth time,

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so, unfortunately, did we.

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If Charlotte ever saw a bee,

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a sleepy bee, she'd call it.

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She'd insist that we saved it.

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And she wasn't satisfied
until she saw it fly away.

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[SOBBING]

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[VOICE BREAKING]:
She always had to watch them fly away.

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Come on, son. Come on.

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<i>[INDISTINCT SINGING]</i>

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<i>[SHOUTING]</i>

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<i>- Say hi.
- Hi.</i>

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<i>[GIGGLING]</i>

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<i>- Go ask Dad to film it, he'll take it.
- Okay. Can I film it?</i>

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TOM: <i>Yeah, course you can.
Just give me a sec.</i>

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<i>[GIRLS CONTINUE PLAYING]</i>

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[CHATTER]

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Jess. This is, um, Luke.

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- Hi.
- All right.

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And, uh, this is... this is Steve.

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- Hi.
- All right.

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Nice service.

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Aye. Nice.

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Yeah. It was lovely.

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- Hi, Tom, how are you?
- Hi. I'm fine.

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I'm sorry for your loss.

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Your drunken behaviour
shouldn't waste police time.

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- Apologise to Steve.
- But for what, Dad?

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- I've not done anything.
- Being a pain in the arse.

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[SIGHS]

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- Sorry, Jess.
- It's okay.

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It's the fire.

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No. Bollocks!
He's been like it since birth.

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Thank you. Thank you.

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Oh, my God, it's unbelievable.

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I heard she put
a lock on their bedroom door.

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Jesus.

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God, as a mother,
you just can't imagine it.

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Jess.

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'Cause do you know what,
as a non-mother,

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- I can totally imagine it.
- That's not what I meant. Come on!

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How old is he?

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He's 28.

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In a few months.

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Why, is Steve pissed off?

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He'll get over it.

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Wait till he hears he's moving in.

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Don't be drinking it.

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Are you okay?

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Didn't even get a mention at her
own children's funeral.

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Now they're cutting her out.

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Like a cancer.

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[CHIMING]

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Fucking bastards.

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Take your bag off.

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Hi. Uh, Jessica Milner.

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M-I-L-N-E-R.

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[KIDS ARGUING]

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- Lovely. Please take a seat.
- Yeah. Thank you.

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Uh, boys. Boys!

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Quietly. It's a doctors. Don't fight.

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- Don't fight. Shh!
- Get off me!

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- Jessica?
- Yeah.

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Um, Elliot, I'm not gonna be
long, all right?

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Just watch your brother.

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My partner's gonna join us.

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My friend died.

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[BEEPING]

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Three going back in today.

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Watch for the flash.

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And that is them all in.

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- All right?
- Yeah.

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What round is this for you?

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Uh, second.

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Best of luck.

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- Thank you.
- Thanks.

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Have a little lie down for ten minutes.

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- Cup of tea?
- I'm fine, thanks.

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She'll have milk, no sugar, thanks.

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[DOOR CLOSES]

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[KNOCK AT DOOR]

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Hey!

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Shit.

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I'm so sorry.

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I was expecting it.

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We both were.

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You know, it's just our first time.

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Oh! Come here.

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I'm gonna get snot on you!

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[LAUGHS] It's okay.

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Three of them, Steve.

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I think you just need to

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focus on all the positive things.

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Like?

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Like...

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your carbon footprint.

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- Wow.
- No kids, no emissions.

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Really scraping the barrel there!

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- You have full control of your bladder.
- Mm, not always.

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A vagina that doesn't look like
it's been mauled by a pit-bull.

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You've got it so good. I don't know
what you're moaning about.

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Cheers. Thanks for that.

269
00:21:35,394 --> 00:21:36,554
CAROL: Kate?

270
00:21:36,603 --> 00:21:38,421
Oh, you know what I mean.

271
00:21:39,485 --> 00:21:41,827
- The girls are asking for you.
- Yeah, thank you, Carol.

272
00:21:46,061 --> 00:21:48,586
Enjoy it while it lasts.

273
00:21:51,516 --> 00:21:52,840
Kate!

274
00:21:52,919 --> 00:21:54,972
[SIGHS]

275
00:22:05,657 --> 00:22:07,095
What are we supposed to do with this?

276
00:22:08,058 --> 00:22:10,105
- Stick it on the fridge?
- [CHUCKLES]

277
00:22:15,544 --> 00:22:18,902
It's the second time this week, Dylan.

278
00:22:18,968 --> 00:22:20,888
Steve-oh!

279
00:22:20,928 --> 00:22:22,208
He lost his bike.

280
00:22:22,240 --> 00:22:24,132
I lost my bike, Steve-oh!

281
00:22:24,212 --> 00:22:26,102
Lost a lot more than that
by the looks of it.

282
00:22:26,180 --> 00:22:28,422
- When did you lose it?
- Lose what?

283
00:22:28,516 --> 00:22:32,048
The bike, Dyl... Jesus!

284
00:22:37,383 --> 00:22:38,741
Nice kicks.

285
00:22:38,890 --> 00:22:40,851
Can I keep 'em?

286
00:22:40,944 --> 00:22:43,044
You know what, mate? You have 'em.

287
00:22:43,146 --> 00:22:44,554
My treat.

288
00:22:44,638 --> 00:22:47,263
You not getting a bit
old for boozing in the forest?

289
00:22:47,341 --> 00:22:48,966
Says who?

290
00:22:49,979 --> 00:22:53,379
Dylan. Please! Just put the trackies on.

291
00:22:53,434 --> 00:22:54,714
I'm doing it.

292
00:23:23,299 --> 00:23:25,700
When was the last time you saw her?

293
00:23:25,779 --> 00:23:27,862
I saw her...

294
00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:31,717
I saw her on that night.

295
00:23:31,858 --> 00:23:34,373
What was she like?
Was she well-liked at school?

296
00:23:34,467 --> 00:23:36,139
Yeah, she was loved.

297
00:23:37,419 --> 00:23:40,562
You and Kate, you were close?

298
00:23:40,679 --> 00:23:42,499
Yeah. She was my best friend.

299
00:23:42,632 --> 00:23:44,579
So you would've talked quite a lot?

300
00:23:44,679 --> 00:23:46,421
All the time.

301
00:23:46,531 --> 00:23:47,899
What about?

302
00:23:47,939 --> 00:23:50,356
Work. The kids.

303
00:23:51,739 --> 00:23:52,979
Charlotte?

304
00:23:54,019 --> 00:23:55,539
Yeah.

305
00:23:55,579 --> 00:23:57,708
Yeah, I was there through all of that.

306
00:23:57,856 --> 00:23:59,833
Her cerebral palsy diagnosis.

307
00:23:59,932 --> 00:24:01,708
Everything.

308
00:24:02,939 --> 00:24:05,380
Did Kate talk about her marriage at all?

309
00:24:08,499 --> 00:24:11,019
Just... normal stuff.

310
00:24:11,093 --> 00:24:14,939
You know, like she's messy, Tom's tidy.

311
00:24:14,994 --> 00:24:17,314
- That kind of thing.
- But nothing big?

312
00:24:17,393 --> 00:24:18,836
Not really.

313
00:24:19,663 --> 00:24:21,999
- They seemed happy?
- Yeah.

314
00:24:23,059 --> 00:24:24,459
Yeah.

315
00:24:25,671 --> 00:24:28,188
- I can't lift you!
- [LAUGHTER]

316
00:24:28,852 --> 00:24:30,419
Come on.

317
00:24:30,459 --> 00:24:33,204
- Do you need help?
- No.

318
00:24:33,282 --> 00:24:34,297
Okay.

319
00:24:34,359 --> 00:24:35,515
[GASPS]

320
00:24:35,555 --> 00:24:40,339
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry!
- It's all right, it's okay.

321
00:24:48,419 --> 00:24:49,939
I love you.

322
00:24:51,779 --> 00:24:53,817
- I love you, too.
- No, I mean it.

323
00:24:53,934 --> 00:24:55,396
I mean it.

324
00:24:56,699 --> 00:24:59,592
- Are you gonna be sick?
- Maybe.

325
00:25:00,936 --> 00:25:03,139
Yeah. Oh, yeah, for sure.

326
00:25:03,179 --> 00:25:05,259
Okay. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.

327
00:25:06,819 --> 00:25:08,254
Look.

328
00:25:08,332 --> 00:25:11,957
- This is gonna be right here.
- I don't wanna feel like this anymore.

329
00:25:12,043 --> 00:25:14,519
Oh, dear God. Look at the state of this.

330
00:25:17,259 --> 00:25:18,961
Piss off!

331
00:25:19,055 --> 00:25:20,532
See what I have to put up with?

332
00:25:20,633 --> 00:25:21,844
[CHUCKLES]

333
00:25:21,930 --> 00:25:24,891
You're all right, sleep it off.
Night, night.

334
00:25:24,961 --> 00:25:26,623
[SOBBING]

335
00:25:26,733 --> 00:25:29,153
- [SWITCH CLICKS]
- [SOBBING]

336
00:25:29,817 --> 00:25:31,670
[DOOR CLOSES]

337
00:25:33,466 --> 00:25:36,521
[CONTINUES SOBBING]

338
00:25:38,859 --> 00:25:40,904
So, on the night of the ceilidh...

339
00:25:42,651 --> 00:25:44,291
[CHILD PANTING]

340
00:26:21,728 --> 00:26:24,064
_

341
00:26:30,495 --> 00:26:32,550
_

342
00:26:37,899 --> 00:26:39,894
[BIRD SQUAWKS]

343
00:27:11,219 --> 00:27:13,078
- Here you go.
- Thanks.

344
00:27:13,186 --> 00:27:14,577
Look, here's one.

345
00:27:14,667 --> 00:27:17,226
- Oh, my gosh. Is that her?
- [LAUGHS]

346
00:27:18,139 --> 00:27:20,486
We were off our faces all the time.

347
00:27:20,596 --> 00:27:22,158
Couple of pills, couple of pints.

348
00:27:22,275 --> 00:27:23,939
[LAUGHS]

349
00:27:24,009 --> 00:27:25,720
You could do a night out with a tenner.

350
00:27:25,799 --> 00:27:26,884
Yeah.

351
00:27:26,956 --> 00:27:28,502
That was Kate.

352
00:27:30,276 --> 00:27:34,096
What did she say
when she talked about me?

353
00:27:34,213 --> 00:27:35,693
That you were best mates.

354
00:27:35,771 --> 00:27:37,989
- You shared a flat, right?
- Mm.

355
00:27:38,104 --> 00:27:39,833
That was the last time I saw her.

356
00:27:42,436 --> 00:27:43,716
We fell out.

357
00:27:43,795 --> 00:27:45,875
- Oh, I didn't know that.
- Yeah.

358
00:27:47,716 --> 00:27:49,736
- About what?
- Um...

359
00:27:49,822 --> 00:27:52,631
Sorry, no... It's none of my business.

360
00:27:52,727 --> 00:27:54,926
Uh, no, no. It's fine. Uh...

361
00:27:57,356 --> 00:28:01,269
I'd split up with my boyfriend.
First boyfriend.

362
00:28:01,379 --> 00:28:05,513
He was an arsehole
but I was heartbroken.

363
00:28:07,272 --> 00:28:09,224
Kate was out one night.

364
00:28:10,396 --> 00:28:13,036
Tom was there and, uh...

365
00:28:15,356 --> 00:28:17,854
- How are you?
- I'll be fine.

366
00:28:17,935 --> 00:28:19,916
I know but how are you?

367
00:28:24,676 --> 00:28:26,399
I'm really fucking depressed.

368
00:28:29,282 --> 00:28:33,704
Said I was better than my ex.
I was gorgeous.

369
00:28:34,276 --> 00:28:36,822
Like he knew everything
I needed to hear.

370
00:28:40,697 --> 00:28:42,260
It's an entirely one-sided process.

371
00:28:42,348 --> 00:28:44,668
All Steve's gotta do is wank into a cup.

372
00:28:44,756 --> 00:28:46,884
Biggest problem he's got
is aiming straight.

373
00:28:46,956 --> 00:28:49,821
For you it's all drugs and scans and...

374
00:28:49,907 --> 00:28:52,212
- Yeah, it messes with you.
- Of course it does.

375
00:28:56,188 --> 00:28:59,962
I look back and it's so obvious.

376
00:29:01,141 --> 00:29:02,962
I should've seen through it.

377
00:29:04,181 --> 00:29:05,681
Talk to Steve.

378
00:29:05,775 --> 00:29:06,891
- How?
- Exactly like this.

379
00:29:07,008 --> 00:29:09,188
Just exactly like we're doing now.

380
00:29:10,396 --> 00:29:13,409
Tell him what you're feeling.
Tell him what you want.

381
00:29:13,526 --> 00:29:15,589
He just...

382
00:29:15,706 --> 00:29:17,792
He didn't like us being friends.

383
00:29:31,521 --> 00:29:33,481
I keep thinking,

384
00:29:34,170 --> 00:29:35,740
if I hadn't let him get in my head...

385
00:29:35,826 --> 00:29:39,490
If... if I'd been a better friend...

386
00:29:41,996 --> 00:29:43,796
[BREATHING HEAVILY]

387
00:29:57,916 --> 00:30:00,924
Easy to look back now, I suppose.

388
00:30:03,675 --> 00:30:05,075
Yeah.

389
00:30:07,254 --> 00:30:11,337
[RAIN POURING]

390
00:30:24,179 --> 00:30:25,761
Sandra tell you about Luke?

391
00:30:25,846 --> 00:30:27,316
Yeah.

392
00:30:27,425 --> 00:30:29,730
He's a personal trainer, apparently.

393
00:30:31,316 --> 00:30:32,596
Course he is.

394
00:30:33,836 --> 00:30:35,170
Wanker.

395
00:30:38,356 --> 00:30:40,787
Does she even think about the boys?

396
00:30:40,881 --> 00:30:42,679
Even once?

397
00:30:44,551 --> 00:30:47,311
Does she not think they've been
through a lot recently?

398
00:30:48,542 --> 00:30:50,010
I had sex with Tom.

399
00:30:55,556 --> 00:30:57,168
I was drunk.

400
00:30:58,196 --> 00:30:59,980
And it was just once.

401
00:31:04,479 --> 00:31:06,603
[INHALES DEEPLY]

402
00:31:06,700 --> 00:31:08,384
Fuck.

403
00:31:09,548 --> 00:31:11,999
[BREATHING SHAKILY]

404
00:31:13,499 --> 00:31:14,842
When?

405
00:31:14,975 --> 00:31:16,905
After the first IVF.

406
00:31:18,881 --> 00:31:20,710
I was angry.

407
00:31:20,804 --> 00:31:22,514
You were angry?

408
00:31:22,608 --> 00:31:24,156
- Not angry.
- With who?

409
00:31:24,273 --> 00:31:26,140
- No, I didn't mean that.
- No, that's what you said.

410
00:31:26,234 --> 00:31:27,796
Sad. I meant sad.

411
00:31:27,867 --> 00:31:29,797
- I was sad.
- I know.

412
00:31:29,875 --> 00:31:32,092
- I was fucking sad, too!
- I know, I'm sorry.

413
00:31:33,678 --> 00:31:35,287
But everyone is saying this is Kate.

414
00:31:36,826 --> 00:31:39,772
And I... I know her.
She wouldn't do this.

415
00:31:40,741 --> 00:31:41,864
And I...

416
00:31:46,569 --> 00:31:48,729
It was... it was controlling.

417
00:31:50,676 --> 00:31:52,847
The sex, it was controlling.

418
00:31:53,757 --> 00:31:55,597
I feel like he manipulated me.

419
00:31:57,129 --> 00:31:58,605
And I don't know, I...

420
00:32:00,277 --> 00:32:04,600
I haven't told the police
but I think I should, shouldn't I?

421
00:32:04,706 --> 00:32:07,874
'Cause it might be relevant,
mightn't it? And...

422
00:32:09,276 --> 00:32:11,356
Steve, you have to tell me what to do.

423
00:32:13,967 --> 00:32:15,521
We think he did it.

424
00:32:16,279 --> 00:32:18,303
We think Tom killed them.

425
00:32:19,556 --> 00:32:20,796
So...

426
00:32:20,836 --> 00:32:22,196
[PLATE CLATTERS]

427
00:32:26,183 --> 00:32:27,503
[DOOR SLAMS]

428
00:33:53,998 --> 00:33:56,045
[DOOR OPENS]

429
00:34:00,272 --> 00:34:01,693
[DOOR CLOSES]

430
00:34:04,101 --> 00:34:05,952
[SIGHS]

431
00:34:11,860 --> 00:34:13,380
Did you drive?

432
00:34:50,716 --> 00:34:54,416
Now, remember I told you this might
sting a little bit, Lew, okay?

433
00:34:54,533 --> 00:34:56,276
You're so brave.

434
00:34:56,316 --> 00:34:57,814
Just a little.
It's only gonna sting a little.

435
00:34:57,916 --> 00:34:59,103
Just a little bit.

436
00:34:59,676 --> 00:35:01,775
Okay. I'm sorry, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

437
00:35:01,869 --> 00:35:03,927
Look, done.
Done, done, done, done, done.

438
00:35:04,021 --> 00:35:05,709
Good boy, you're so brave!

439
00:35:06,709 --> 00:35:09,130
Now we're just gonna put
the jungle plaster on.

440
00:35:09,209 --> 00:35:11,443
That wasn't so bad, was it?

441
00:35:11,568 --> 00:35:13,131
So brave.

442
00:35:13,232 --> 00:35:14,552
Ready?

443
00:35:15,316 --> 00:35:18,396
[PHONE RINGS, VIBRATES]

444
00:35:21,484 --> 00:35:23,156
Okay.

445
00:35:24,812 --> 00:35:26,636
Okay, right.

446
00:35:27,234 --> 00:35:30,812
- Ready, steady, go.
- [PHONE STOPS RINGING]

447
00:35:30,913 --> 00:35:34,053
You were so brave, you were so brave.

448
00:35:34,156 --> 00:35:36,244
Right, go get cereal. Go.

449
00:35:36,345 --> 00:35:37,783
Go find your brother.

450
00:35:37,876 --> 00:35:40,314
Tell him he can get some for you, okay?

451
00:35:48,476 --> 00:35:50,796
[RUNNING WATER]

452
00:36:03,453 --> 00:36:06,259
Did you wait till the embryos
went in before you told me?

453
00:36:07,890 --> 00:36:09,290
Steve.

454
00:36:13,756 --> 00:36:17,441
"We had sex on or about the
15th September, 2018.

455
00:36:18,129 --> 00:36:20,176
"There was a domineering
element to the sex,

456
00:36:20,277 --> 00:36:22,051
"which unnerved me.

457
00:36:22,156 --> 00:36:24,560
"He pushed my face against the door.

458
00:36:25,146 --> 00:36:27,372
"There was never any discussion
about it afterwards,

459
00:36:27,464 --> 00:36:29,490
"and it never happened again.

460
00:36:30,156 --> 00:36:32,959
"I didn't discuss it
with my partner or anyone else,

461
00:36:33,061 --> 00:36:35,084
"although, from some things she said,

462
00:36:35,171 --> 00:36:37,420
"I felt that Kate may have known."

463
00:36:40,996 --> 00:36:42,617
Are you happy with that?

464
00:36:45,276 --> 00:36:47,028
Yeah.

465
00:36:47,129 --> 00:36:50,596
If you'd just have a quick scan
through and sign it for me.

466
00:36:50,705 --> 00:36:52,150
Sure.

467
00:37:02,298 --> 00:37:04,178
We'll have to let Steve know.

468
00:37:06,756 --> 00:37:09,605
I've already told him, so...

469
00:37:11,862 --> 00:37:14,417
Rough day, eh?

470
00:37:20,093 --> 00:37:22,359
[RADIO PLAYS]

471
00:37:35,164 --> 00:37:36,484
[RADIO STOPS]

472
00:37:37,692 --> 00:37:39,189
What the fuck I done now?

473
00:37:39,299 --> 00:37:40,799
I found your bike.

474
00:37:40,902 --> 00:37:42,799
Out near the Kendricks' house.

475
00:37:44,316 --> 00:37:45,876
Didn't find my Nikes, did you?

476
00:37:47,560 --> 00:37:49,294
Any idea how it got there?

477
00:37:49,379 --> 00:37:51,708
[SCOFFS] Fuck knows.

478
00:37:53,091 --> 00:37:54,366
Were you having a party?

479
00:37:54,458 --> 00:37:56,516
80 quid, those Nikes cost.

480
00:37:56,618 --> 00:37:58,385
All your little pals on the nox,
were they?

481
00:38:02,756 --> 00:38:04,316
What night was that?

482
00:38:07,316 --> 00:38:09,263
No comment.

483
00:38:09,356 --> 00:38:11,528
Look, this isn't an interview.

484
00:38:11,625 --> 00:38:13,739
You don't have to say no comment.

485
00:38:17,464 --> 00:38:18,876
Here.

486
00:38:24,444 --> 00:38:26,244
Was it the night of the fire?

487
00:38:28,300 --> 00:38:30,020
Did you see something?

488
00:38:36,551 --> 00:38:39,340
I don't wanna get anyone
in the shit, Steve-oh.

489
00:38:51,862 --> 00:38:54,478
I don't want to feel like this any more.

490
00:38:54,562 --> 00:38:57,242
[SHE SOBS]

491
00:39:12,482 --> 00:39:14,522
- MAN: Hello, Jess.
- Hi.

492
00:39:21,958 --> 00:39:25,185
[VOICE MESSAGE]: <i>Hello, love, it's Carol.
Sorry to be a pest.</i>

493
00:39:25,266 --> 00:39:27,904
<i>Tom's been struggling to
get hold of you.</i>

494
00:39:28,779 --> 00:39:31,904
<i>Are you still okay to collect him
from Callum and Ruth's?</i>

495
00:39:32,012 --> 00:39:34,732
<i>Let me know. Bye.</i>

496
00:39:48,582 --> 00:39:50,296
Are you warm enough?

497
00:39:50,382 --> 00:39:51,466
I'm fine.

498
00:40:03,687 --> 00:40:05,727
Have you told the police...

499
00:40:06,892 --> 00:40:08,821
about...

500
00:40:09,007 --> 00:40:10,940
what happened with us that time?

501
00:40:14,743 --> 00:40:16,846
Why would I tell them that?

502
00:40:19,222 --> 00:40:21,845
Well, don't you think it might matter?

503
00:40:22,662 --> 00:40:24,328
Have you told them?

504
00:40:25,262 --> 00:40:26,707
No.

505
00:40:58,942 --> 00:41:00,725
Do you want the electric blanket on?

506
00:41:00,811 --> 00:41:02,381
Don't fuss, Mum.

507
00:41:24,591 --> 00:41:25,994
Carol.

508
00:41:27,221 --> 00:41:28,737
Oh, so... [CHUCKLING]

509
00:41:36,262 --> 00:41:38,628
I knew a bit of what Kate went through,

510
00:41:38,710 --> 00:41:40,448
you know, with Charlotte.

511
00:41:41,382 --> 00:41:44,088
Baby blues and...

512
00:41:44,182 --> 00:41:45,782
It was different back then, though.

513
00:41:45,807 --> 00:41:47,649
No-one really talked about it.

514
00:41:48,647 --> 00:41:51,133
Well, we don't know that's
what it's about...

515
00:41:51,742 --> 00:41:54,813
not for sure, do we?

516
00:41:57,422 --> 00:41:59,753
I don't know what to say to him.

517
00:42:08,862 --> 00:42:10,416
DYLAN: Can I smoke?

518
00:42:10,502 --> 00:42:13,111
Ur, not in here. Sorry, Dylan.

519
00:42:13,189 --> 00:42:14,814
Do you mind if we call you Dylan?

520
00:42:14,908 --> 00:42:16,494
[SCOFFS] It's my name, so...

521
00:42:16,595 --> 00:42:19,158
We'd like to record this,
if it's all right with you?

522
00:42:19,275 --> 00:42:20,971
- Whatever.
- [BUTTON CLICKS]

523
00:42:33,553 --> 00:42:35,873
How far away were you?

524
00:42:35,962 --> 00:42:37,088
Eight metres, maybe.

525
00:42:37,182 --> 00:42:38,682
And it was dark.

526
00:42:38,791 --> 00:42:41,481
Yeah, but there was light
from our fire, so...

527
00:42:48,481 --> 00:42:50,117
It's, uh, it's hot.

528
00:42:51,369 --> 00:42:52,593
Thanks.

529
00:42:52,703 --> 00:42:54,843
Which one of the girls was it?

530
00:42:54,940 --> 00:42:55,980
Did you see?

531
00:42:56,044 --> 00:42:57,570
Emily.

532
00:42:58,188 --> 00:43:01,028
You're absolutely sure about that?

533
00:43:01,138 --> 00:43:03,258
My little cousin's in her class at
school.

534
00:43:06,702 --> 00:43:09,327
She must've said something...
at the end, Tom.

535
00:43:11,046 --> 00:43:12,342
She was running...

536
00:43:13,236 --> 00:43:15,458
she fell,

537
00:43:15,582 --> 00:43:16,982
and he caught up with her.

538
00:43:17,690 --> 00:43:19,849
What do you want, Jess?

539
00:43:26,760 --> 00:43:28,480
Who did?

540
00:43:30,438 --> 00:43:31,678
Her dad.

541
00:43:42,902 --> 00:43:45,862
[PHONE RINGS]

542
00:43:48,136 --> 00:43:49,459
Hi.

543
00:43:49,547 --> 00:43:50,933
<i>It's him.</i>

544
00:43:52,139 --> 00:43:54,250
<i>We have a witness.</i>

545
00:43:54,942 --> 00:43:57,025
- <i>Jess?</i>
- Yeah.

546
00:43:57,369 --> 00:43:58,962
<i>Where are you?</i>

547
00:43:59,038 --> 00:44:00,345
I'm, uh...

548
00:44:00,782 --> 00:44:02,062
I'm in the car.

549
00:44:03,044 --> 00:44:04,324
I'll call you back.

550
00:44:06,601 --> 00:44:08,044
You off?

551
00:44:08,142 --> 00:44:10,302
Just need to pick the boys up.

552
00:44:14,329 --> 00:44:16,729
She loved you so much, you know that?

553
00:44:25,444 --> 00:44:28,272
She wasn't in her right mind,
at the end,

554
00:44:28,384 --> 00:44:29,999
that's all I can think.

555
00:44:32,472 --> 00:44:35,005
She wouldn't have done this to us
if she was in her right mind.

556
00:44:37,302 --> 00:44:38,782
Yeah.

557
00:45:01,782 --> 00:45:03,702
Love to the boys.

558
00:45:10,742 --> 00:45:12,268
Fuck.

559
00:45:12,695 --> 00:45:14,455
Fuck!

560
00:45:17,595 --> 00:45:19,713
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!

561
00:45:40,822 --> 00:45:43,002
[SIREN BLARES]

562
00:46:02,502 --> 00:46:04,932
Mummy, no! No.

563
00:46:05,733 --> 00:46:07,893
[SIREN BLARES]

564
00:46:10,566 --> 00:46:15,566